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That is the only title I could think of for this post because it reflects how I am feeling. This weekend and beginning of the week have def not been what I had planned. What was supposed to be a great weekend turned into something other than that. I am not ready to discuss what happened yet but I just hope my week will turn around. Hopefully tonight will cheer me up. We have dinner plans with our good friends. We are bringing mexican over to a friend's house and after dinner the guys will play play station and the girls will sit and chat over a glass(bottle) of wine and let's just say I def need a girls night

The issue I am dealing with here is talking to someone who refuses to talk to you. Someone who did something to hurt my feelings, yet managed to turn the issue around on me. Someone who never apologizes and carries on like everything is just fine. And what if this person is the person you are supposed to trust the most. How do you get over something so big when they refuse to discuss it with you. When they refuse to work things out.. I am at a loss. I am the type of person that needs to talk things out. I may be upset but will get over things quickly as long as the other person is willing to also discuss and work things out. But if they are not then what. And normally I am also the type of person who gives in and will apologize first even though I know I did nothing wrong.. But this time I am standing my ground. Even though I don't really know how to do that.

I know this post makes no sense. But I started this blog as a source to vent about my frustrations and so here it is. I know I'm just being a debbie downer but things will turn around. I'm sure of it